Monday, August 23, 2010

god is so good.

Last night I truly had one of those moments that you will never forget.
I got in the car and the song that came on literally lifted my spirits.

I have walked this earth
with broken feet my Lord
I have searched for you
I found myself in your arms

Red yellow blue and white
Are the colours that you ignite
Drenched in your spirit
You've set me on fire
I burn for you, I burn for you

I have given my all
So you give me more to give
You're closer than my blood,
than the air I breathe to live

This slumbered passion that I hide
You call by name, You call to rise
No flesh can hold this fire
Lord let your flames fly hire
I burn for you, I burn for you

Not only, did this song amaze me but what followed was even more exciting. Hanging out with a bunch of my closest friends just talking, conversation led to God and Youth, then we started to pray. We were all our on knees seeking God, praying desperately for his presence to clothe us, to live in us.

I just find God amazing, on a normal Sunday night just hanging out with my friends (we thought we were going to play boardgames) and he can just kinda swoop in and takeover - and I loved it! How strange is it? It was just another one of those times that it was just all in Gods timing, we all needed it, to pray, to be honest and to genuinely seek God and cry out to Him.

Seriously awesome.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

procrastination

procrastinating is a very interesting thing, which I do a lot. Most of the time it is intentional too, I know exactly what I am meant to be doing and yet I find something else to do, either to avoid doing it and sometimes to pretend it doesn't need to be done - ridiculous I know.

in fact, sometimes I feel like I have two personalities, one side of me wants to sit down and do my study and concentrate and go to the gym and eat an apple and then suddenly I am in front of the tv eating a bowl of ice cream!!! haha. am I crazy???

ahh, so how do I overcome this crazy other half of me? I almost wish it could just disappear overnight, also please do not be alarmed I do not actually have two different personalities I am just merely stating that the other part of my brain (the naughty one I should call it) always seems to win!

dang it.